Friday, May 29, 2009

Color Me Enraged

When did I turn into the blogger who only regurgitates cute things from other places on the internet?

funny pictures of dogs with captions
see more dog and puppy pictures

Who knows? Probably about the time I became composed entirely of white hot, blinding, frustrated rage. It's not important what about because it's just an accumulation of small things, fixable things even, but things which weren't on the to do list before and I now have to fucking work around those things before the things that were on the list can be counted as don....GAH! BLIND! THRASHING! KILL KILL KILL!

So, you know, not so much fit for company today, even internet company. I'm certainly not fit to write something elegantly crafted, or whatever I've been passing off as such here.

Probably this has to do with the fact that a dear friend of mine returned home from a long, unexpected journey on Wednesday but his home is not my home so I won't see him for two weeks and it doesn't seem real until I do. I am consumed with the uncertainty of not having proved to myself that he is back and all will be well. That frustration seems to be leaking all over my life.

You might want to step back. Don't want to get any on you.


  1. Sorry you are having a rough time. Sending hugs.

    And, it is not all you obviously still have your doggy humor. :)

  2. Sending you LOVE! WARM! HEALING! HUG! HUG! HUG!

    (Did it work?)

  3. I'm sorry, Honey. I'm sending some cool and soothing your way; hold still for a second and see if you can feel it.

  4. Mediaguy10:10 AM

    I'm also in a rage. I got the worst peer reviews of my professional career because I taught teachers a course that was labeled "Adobe Creative Suite" not "Basic Computer Use" and the teachers who showed up actually didn't know how to use command-z, command-x/c/v or how to use file-->open! Next year, the one student course I was actually looking forward to teaching somehow wasn't placed on the schedule, so the three students who signed up for it signed up in three different time periods so it's not going to happen. BLIND RAGE. YYYEEAAARRRGGHH!!!!

  5. I feel you. I had a bout of this last week. Not pretty.