Napmare

Do you ever have a dream that just sets you crooked when you wake up?

I took a nap early this afternoon and when I woke up I didn't understand the real world for a few minutes. I think I'd dreamt that I had a falling out with roommates and wound up getting all of my things out of the apartment and moving in with a boyfriend (current in the dream, ex in reality) and his roommates. Except that it was still their apartment so I was just squatting really and most of my stuff was still out in the car. Mostly I remember a bookcase jammed in the back of a tan Volvo.

As upsetting as that basic information might be it wasn't that I objected to. It was how real the relationship with the (ex) boyfriend was. He wasn't helping at all and my friends were there but he was in another room watching TV and never interacted with them. I felt wildly comforted by him, though, even though he was only paying me lip service, if you'll pardon the expression. I woke up and just hated myself.

Also there were elements of Glee in the dream. That just shouldn't happen.